I wrote this on Monday night:

Reminiscing

Depressing evenings in the ghost room
Six months and nothings changed
The emotions come flooding back home
One year and it's all the same

Reminiscing about the past
Seeing no future with these eyes
Life flashes by, all so fast
It's all kept in my black disguise

Nothing ever makes any sense
When all my failings take control
All revealed only in my dark soul
What'll I do when it takes a toll?

And thus ends this tale
This one solitary moment
When these thoughts seep through me
When I reflect and hate what I see